Drugs

I'm now on paracetamol and codeine to control my migraine after consultation with the pharmacist. Migraines shouldn't last this long, so I'm worried, I should go and see the doctor, but I've got my assignment to write which takes priority so happy to have a quick fix for a few days while I get it out of the way. This blog is full of medical drama, it's like an episode of ER (joke).

So in the stress to write my assignment I'm eating lots of biscuits. I somehow think that eating biscuits make me write better, I've convinced myself that this is the case...if I was off sick at home I would be drinking lots of tea and eating biscuits as I write. Even though I'm at work, I somehow see myself as sick and this is enough justification to sneakily eat biscuits out of my filing cabinet when no one is looking. The fact that I'm doing it covertly is another sign that I know it's wrong and uncharacteristic of me. I'm known for my healthy vegan eating around here. But I figure I need something to get me through the day. What makes it worse is that I haven't resumed my regular trips to the gym before work, this is because I'm still recovering from my cold, although I'm pretty much recovered now. And I was thinking yesterday that I must start using my weights soon otherwise any definition will be lost...I'm thinking about all of this as I try and write my assignment. I need to stop worrying. I'm sounding neurotic.