Wilderness

Today was a day for stepping out into the wilderness.
I have decided to spend my big 30 in the forest so went to check it out.
I also had some disagreements with my bf while on the way to the forest.
He was late.
I should of known better really, some people are not early morning Saturday people.
So had a jaunt to the forest and found some walking routes.
Took some photos.
Hugged a tree.
Balanced on a branch.
Went back home via the tube, bf got stressed with all the travelling and moaned.
We rushed to the supermarket, bf was more stressed, thinking about tmrw.
He didn't really want to be there with me it seemed.
Made it to the check out discussing our relationship in the check-out aisle.
I cooked us dinner as soon as we got in, bf fell asleep.
I got stressed as time was running out and I needed to relax.
I announced I was too stressed to make dessert.
I needed to sit down and relax.
bf woke up, helped with dinner while I made dessert.
I calmed down, had a sip of wine and gave bf a kiss and ruffled his hair.
bf didn't like the ruffling of hair.
What can you do?
We ate dinner.
Watched The Lives Of Others on dvd.
Great film.
Went to sleep.
I couldn't sleep.
I put my arm across bf's chest, he pushed it away.
What can you do?
I leant against him in bed, he moved me away, he didn't have enough space he said.
What can you do?
Holding hands is okay, he said.
Hmmm... I thought.
What can you do?

I don't know.